Drinking mad dog....
Currently I'm killing my liver with a fifth of mad dog. This week has been horrible and I hope its all over. I'm getting sick at the people at my school who take advantage of me being nice to them and treat me like shit. Even if they dont mean to, they walk all over me and show me no appreciation at all. I cant recall when I've ever showed any form of malice to anyone, especially to one of my friends. But they all treat me like shit. No one visits me, no one hardly ever calls, just fuck em. If they were real friends then they'd be worth having. If they dont give a fuck about me I'm not gonna give a fuck about them. Its time for me to do some house cleaning and get rid of the people who ACT like my friends, that leaves me with about 3 people.... Oh well, and whats worse, I had to go to jail the other day that sucked, I have a criminal record now, my finger prints and pictures, I was handcuffed and stripsearched! ARRRRGH I'm going fucking nuts. Everyone sees me as a huge fucking clown no one takes me seriously either. Well maybe this wine will help me feel a little better, but it will prolly make me feel worse.
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